My thoughts.. My life..

Owhhh yesssss...

The closet arrived in good time! My annual leave yesterday was spent re-arranging some parts of the room to make way for the closet and to FINALLY put the baby's stuff where they belong. Yeah, I don't mind sacrificing one earned annual leave to sort out things, as long as I can get everything done a.s.a.p (again, JUST in case)

And all of that is done!! Finallyyyy.. I no longer feel stressed whenever I wake up looking at my room. As I would say, "I can now go into labour in peace".. Since Yas has already had his 'short call' yesterday... all we have to do now is just WAIT... and waitttttt :) :)

Apart from some details, I managed to get most of my work out of the way.. JUST in case! Passed on the files to other colleagues for them to help manage during my maternity leave. It's funny how when everything falls into place, I can 'feel' that we'll be welcoming Nik jnr very soon! Alhamdulillah that I am blessed with such ease to make me stress-free.

I am glad, and thankful!

On another note, will be having my next check-up tomorrow! My MIL wanted to come with, which I think is a good thing since I sincerely can't decipher the images I see on the ultra sound anyways. Plus, what other questions do I need to ask? Yeah, some help is definitely needed at this point :)

Ok, am hungry. Going down to buy some food. Later!

In our shipping boxes that arrived last Friday, I found my long-missed Humm1ngbird Recipe Book..

Instantaneously, I sat down and flipped through all the pages, the recipe for my most beloved cream cheese frosting.. cupcakess.. Ohhh!! To die for.. How I missed baking cupcakesss!! I immediately calculated in my mind how much of each ingredient should I buy at the groceries later, which ones are already in the house etc3..

Thought of making it on Sunday to bring to the office on Monday, since there's also another special occassion ;)

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

As Sunday came and went.. so did my energy! Honestly, at 6.30pm, both Yas and I terlantang kat katil and slept soundly, only to wake up for prayers and SAMBUNG tidurrr.. Oh my gosh! Nasib we still have to eat dinner, if notttt we'll be sleeping until the morning! Soooo tiredd.. If yas pon dah tired from the day's activities.. Moi? Confirm double the tiredness..

And now, I still haven't gotten over my 'itch' to bake cupcakess.. We'll see if I have the energy for this weekend? No worries, when I bake cupcakes.. confirm will have to send some to either the office or somewhere else since (1) not many of us at home (2) not all the ones at home has a sweeth tooth like I do!

I've been feeling pains in my stomach since... well, last night! and then it got better in the morning.. only to come back now! I'm not really sure whether these are contractions or not.. because they are prolonged painss.. different from the ones I usually have before.. And it feels as though I want to cabut my stomach for a while and put aside, breathe and then re-attach.. Haha.. weird analogy..

But oh well!

I'm just so fed up with all this! Can I just go home and rest? But then again, my doctor tells me that if I just stay at home, my muscles might be 'too rested' that it would make it more difficult to give birth!

But I'm tiredddddd :( :( Haihhhhhhhh

Okay, I'm giving myself ANOTHER week.. after that... Cannot lah.. I'll just resort to walking a lot at home.. rather than sit at the office thinking about home..

Adoihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh