It's different now..

It's different now,
that we've grown apart,
where 'hellos' just don't mean as much..

It's different now,
that we no longer find each other,
where absence just don't hurt as much..

It's different now,
that we talk like strangers,
where conversations are no longer with passion..

It's different now,
that the longing feeling has gone,
that keeping apart makes us strong..

It's different now,
that I fight to not be available,
just to see whether you still cared or not..

It's different now,
that you no longer search for me,
you no longer need me,
you no longer want to talk to me..

I hate being different,
I hate that you're different,
I hate that things are different..
but living separate lives,
is probably why it's different now..