hurt..

I shall once more be aloof..
I shall once more be on guard..
I shall once more be inside my shell..

No more will I probe you..
No more will I haunt you..
No more will I care for you..
No more will I share my thoughts with you..

For you push me away..
You close up against me..
You blame me for your mistakes..
You bring me in, yet shut me out once again..
You invite me in, yet you temper on my thoughts..

I wish to be true,
I wish to be pure,
I wish to be honest,
I wish to be there for you...

But no longer now..
I shall be normal now..
I'm sick of all this drama,
i will not be hurt anymore..