Sob-fest

We had lunch again.. today..

Yesterday evening I wanted to tear up realizing that it'll be the last day where D is just a lift ride away. But because I had so much work to do.. I manage to hold back my tears..

And then when we reached the office as I was about to get out of the car tadi..

Me: So, when will I see you next?

(At this point it suddenly dawned on me that I won't be able to confidently say, 'Monday'.. ever again!!!)

D: umm...

Me: umm.. Oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....... (eyes start tearing up).. *stepped out of the car cursing repeatedly... *

*Thankfully there was only another girl on the lift ride up..

I teared up all the way.. And then after reading her 'love letter'.. Berhingusan terus...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I always like to think like that I'm one of the macho'er ones among us (except for u sha, u lagi macho dari i hehe).. but just now I just couldn't hold it in. I know she's just moving a few buildings away.

But it's just... different.

Ok, emo. But yeah.. it WILL be different. New environment, new friends, new WORKLOAD.. So D, I don't want goodbyes sbb u still in the same country.. (and if over goodbye nnti yas ckp, laaa bukan pindah keje je ke?) haha But instead of macho'ly just wishing u good luck in your new job.. I'll let my guard down and just come out and say this..

"I LOVE YOU DAYANA!!!!!!!! WE'LL DEFINITELY MISS YOU BEING HERE!!!!!! I'LL DEFINITELY MISS NAGGING YOU!! I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.. I'M JUST A WHATSAPP & PHONECALL AWAY.. ANYTIME!"

there... sob fest ongoing.. Better stop if not bengkak mata nak pergi talk kejap lagi :P

xx

p/s: for those who don't know how close dayana is to me? yeah, REAL CLOSE... like kenal since budak hingusan college lagi.. like together in London lagi.. like... like....

Ok, kate nak stop kan? Ok stop, NOW! :P