My wall

As I close my eyes,
I weep..
As I dream,
I remember.. the reason of being
the reason of living..

As I lay down those bricks,
stack them high, stack them low..
I remember..
the reason to protect,
the reason I weep..

To build my wall,
my protecting wall..
with no keys
with no doors..

As I close my eyes,
I weep..
As I dream,
I remember.. the reason of being
the reason of living..

Alone in the dark,
alone behind the wall..
I remember..
to stay strong,
to stand strong..

It aches, it hurts..
but at least there'll be the wall
my protecting wall..
my wall,
my everlasting wall..

so hurt no more..
weep no more
guard your heart..
with the now built wall..

-nm-

p/s: it's 11.32pm.. time to do work.. realized haven't had the time to 'write'.. I miss writing.. Hence, looked into the 'vault' and found this..