Creative Writing

I haven't been doing proper writing here, have I? I think I've said this before, and I'll say it again, "I miss writing".. Ok.. so let's see.. Since I have a few minutes to spare before my next meeting, and I am feeling a tad bit light headed, might as well jot some things down here eyh?

Oh, before I forget, it's JULY! haha my favorite month of all, for obvious reasons. This year, I think I'm looking at things more maturely. Not really particular about 'extravaganza'ness, yet I still do LOVE and will very much appreciate that day. Hello, I love birthdays! But yeah, it comes with age. I told him, takyah kasi apa2 pun ok.. Yet he tells me he knows me MORE than I do.. Pfft.. hahaha I gave an option, didn't I? Nak kasi jugak, I accept laaaaa hehehehe

This year, it'll be the 2nd time that I'll celebrate as a mother, the 7th time I'll celebrate as a wife, and the 27th year I'll celebrate my whole life (not la celebrate semua kan!) I keep asking myself, what have I achieved so far? I have a lot to be thankful for, but I still do aspire for something more. That's life, that's being human. Craving for more than what you need. Not knowing the difference... that thin line between what you NEED and what you actually WANT..

A few years down the road, I would want to look at this year.. look back and think, whether I've made the right choices.. Whether 'the road not taken' seemed like the better option. But as they say, 'the grass is always greener on the other side'.. I do look around, see what others have accomplished thus far. I still have a long way to go. Be it at life herein, or hereafter.

Wow, this is becoming such a heavy post. How did I get here?

No matter, this year, I'll look at my birthday as I do the 'new year'.. turning things around, making self better, aspire to be better..

Amin..