Different POV

"Buzzzzzzz... Thakkk thakkk thakkk.... buzzzzzzzz.... thakk thakk thakk..."

Enclosed, small, stiff..'Don't move, don't move', the firm sound in my head, telling me to KEEP STILL..

There goes the sound again.. "Buzzzzzzz... Thakkk thakkk thakkk.... buzzzzzzzz.... thakk thakk thakk..."


Each minute passes by.. slowwwwly... The doctor said it would last 15 minutes.. When I arrived, they said it would supposedly last 30 minutes..

In actuality, it lasted for a good 45-50 minutes... It was nerve-wrecking. It was... an eye-opener... a simple complicated test that actually shifted my point of view..

about everything..

Alhamdulillah, the scan revealed nothing significant, nor anything abnormal. My thick skull and its contents therein is fine :)))).. but my neck is not. She said I have a neck as firm as a log.

'Physiotherapy!!', she ordered.. And so I shall. Years of ignorance and 'ploughing through' as I call it, came to play catch up. I am indeed, not made of steel. What else can I say? The husband was fairly confident it was nothing to begin with, although reassured me to get checked, just in case. Medical benefits, meant for the ngada2 ones like me eh?

I am not a doctor, hence I shall no longer prescribe (reach for) painkillers anymore for these headaches.. I'd reach for the muscle relaxant instead. Yeah, a better solution.. better for my kidneys so it seems.

oh, and a perfect excuse to be pampered with massages!! Thank you in advance ;)

Alhamdulillah xx