Was (humm.. still am?) taking a break from studying.. blog-hopped (apparently something that I've been doing so much of lately LOL!)
ANYWAY, I managed to find out that a lot of friends, acquaintances, a friend's friend etc3, are all talking about their kids, their experiences during pregnancy, their child's development and what not..
It kept me wondering,
When will my blog be filled with contents along that lines, well.. apart from my other nonsensical entries..?? Well, obviously having something like that to put in my blog is NOT the main purpose.. but you get what I mean..
Hence, the wait..
I shall wait for the day where I get to call myself a mom. I shall wait for the day to tell the whole world that we're extending the family. I shall wait for the day to finally buy that baby-pram I've been eyeing at mothercare (see? xde keje :P). I shall wait for the day I'm excluding chocolate from my diet for 9 months (seriouss weyhhhh!). I shall wait for the day the stick actually shows '+' for a change. I shall wait for the day I no longer have to pee on a stick every month (I think I am now a pro at peeing on a stick, HAHA). I shall wait for the day I get to post pictures of my baby up on facebook (haha, nak jugakkk.. ). I shall wait for the day(s) I'll worry about my ever expanding face, body etc.. I shall wait for the day I'll go all panic crazy for a while, thinking whether or not I'll be a good mother etc. I shall wait for the day, to see his face when it finally is true.
Until that day comes, I shall wait..
Meanwhile, life goes on.. I'm off my break now. Need to get back to the books.
x
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Saturday, 4 April 2009
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A very touching entry. I can understand the feeling of having to pee on a stick every month, hoping that it'd turn positive.. the feeling of excitement when my period is delayed for just a few days.. the disappointment I felt when I get my period... I'm like you, waiting for that miracle to happen.. but now, I just stopped thinking about it, and just enjoy what I have. Because, the more I think about it, the more stressed out I feel.. so, just enjoy the company of a loving husband, right?
Anyway, good luck trying to conceive ok!
Sincerely,
your blog reader.
Hi! Thanks for your thoughts. Yeah, it does give you mixed emotions doesn't it? I'm getting better now. Although, as much as I'm trying to not stress about, that little voice of hope inside me always gets me excited whenever I'm late.
Oh well, all we can do is hope right?
Good luck to you as well :)
Here's to enjoying what we already have..
hey.. i read your entry a few weeks ago.. i'm assuming that you are pregnant, am i right? congratulations. do share the moment of how you got to know that you're pregnant. u were late is it? it must be a big change to finally see the two lines on the home pregnancy test kit, right?
as for me.. am still trying.
Thank you.. Despite my 'attempt' to not over publicly announce it, I guess it's just too obvious isn't it? Hehe but yes, I am pregnant thank God. Will dedicate an entry about the funny moment how I found out probably sometime in the next 2 weeks.. :) thanks for noticing..
keep trying.. have faith.. I'm sure it'll happen one day :) :)
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