Week 32

Yeslahhhhhhhhhhhh!! It's finally done!! I've packed my hospital bag, rearranged the room, sent the baby clothes etc for washing..

Phew! Such a relief, knowing that I'm not just procrastinating anymore :) all that's left to do is actually BUYING the baby's car seat, wardrobe and cloth diapers :) :)

Heee now I don't feel so panicky anymore. You see? Stress tak tentu pasal kan? hahah Now kan dah ok. All it needs is just my determination (which is depleting in line with my energy levels) and a very supportive husband. Couldn't have done it without him (Confirm!!)

On the other hand, I am particularly conscious these past few days.. What with the baby's increasing rapid movement, dreams about being in labour.. dreams by OTHER ppl that I was in labour etc.. I feel that I could 'explode' anytime soon. Thus everytime my stomach begins to contract, I'd randomly feel my bottom to check whether my water broke or not.. Dramatic gile ok! haha but I just couldnt help it.

Today in particular, I'm feeling extra extra tired.. And my stomach seems like it could just slide to the floor.. to others in my dept, I appear as if I can punch someone at any time! (confirm sbb masammmm je all day!) But I'm just too tired to be my hyper self.. Hisyyy.. hopefully tomorrow is better.. I hate working in tiring conditions. It makes thinking harder, which is an asset I NEED to use to function properly at work (Duh!)

Okay.. another 45 mins to go before I can go back.. Pray I don't faint just yet!!