Underground

I feel guilty.

I am a bad, bad person *smacks self*.. I don't deserve this life.

What I wish to do now?

Find a hole, and hide in it.. For like a month? Do they have special underground houses like in the movies?

I'm just.. Ughhh!! I'm such an emo person. I should b stronger!

I managed to b strong through my teenage years, why have I gone soft? I blame myself.

Ok from this point onwards.. You'll see ME.. The strong girl which I used to be. No more whining, no nothing. If I have to keep it in, so be it.. I managed to grow up with people around me not knowing ANYTHING about me. I was good at it. Masking everything I felt.

This blog? Now I don't know why it's here. From now on, it'll b all rainbows and butterflies.. I'll TRY to be a positive better person.

After all, we're all not perfect right?

I hate feeling guilty like this.. Hate hate.. I feel ashamed, sad, angry at myself and the whole works.

Time machine anyone?
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