Not myself

24th July.

For the first time in years, today feels like nothing. Normally, I'd be jumping for joy in anticipation or just pure plain excitement (with no hopes whatsoever)..

But today, I felt.. off..

Like something is not right. Dunno why, probably from sheer exhaustion. Physically, and mentally. I don't think my body is coping well. I try to surround myself with enough distractions.. but sometimes it just hits me..

Here's to hoping for a better day tomorrow, insyaAllah