Delayed

It has been ages since my birthday. Haven't manage to put up a proper post to thank everyone for making it such a special day.

A lot has happened since then..

But truly, I thank those who have made my 28th birthday one that I would remember. Despite some efforts tak menjadi due to me being sick.. Sorry.. But I was touched, still, with the efforts put in. You know who you are.. And know that you are all special, each and every one of you..

I would be lying if I say life has been rainbows and colors since then. I am currently on a long sick leave. It left me with a massive hole in my heart.. Not literally, don't worry. Will explain in more details when I'm ready.

At this moment, I'm not. I'm still getting used to the feeling of having to depend on people to do things I normally do myself.. Like the simplest thing of putting on my own pants. It's hard. I have always been.. Self dependent. So this is foreign. I cry at random times. So that too, is foreign.

But I leave it all to Him. InsyaAllah, he has better plans.

Xx