Tomorrow I'll return to become a FTWM. This will be the first time I'll be 'sending' our child away from home. Well, last time we were staying at my inlaws. So I only had to walk out the door to go to work. Now that we've moved to a different place, it'll be different.
Hence, my nervousness right now. Will she have everything she needs? Will I forget anything? You know, OCD stuff. Haha I've already placed everything on the dining table ready to be picked up tomorrow morning.
Packed my pumping bag and handbag. Then it occured to me. Tomorrow I won't be gym'ing because it's my first day. But I plan on doing so the day after. So does that mean I'll be carrying a pumping bag, a handbag AND a gym bag to work now?????
Might as well bring a wheely bag to work then eyh?
Haiya, how laaa to fall asleep like this. I'm worrying too much. Not to mention how tightly I'm holding on to baby elle right now. It'll be hard to leave her. Don't get me wrong. It's still really really hard having to leave Aaron too. But baby elle is just... a baby! After having been her 'world' 24/7 alll this while.. how can I?
Tomorrow will be a very very very hard day...
Xx
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